If Only


Why do I feel this way?
Why am I acting like somebody else?
I just want to show the real me.
No filters and pretense.

Why can’t I tell you how I feel?
There’s something in you
That repels me…
And contradicts…

I’m searching for answers
I find them hard to find.
I can’t see it in your eyes
There is something you hide.

You said something’s wrong with me.
You probably don’t understand!
If you only found out how much you mean to me,
Then I would’ve taken the stand.

I admit I am vague.
My feelings for you are strange.
You don’t know you have the power
To make me change.

If only…


poems, verses

From My Crazy High School Verses

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