He is kind and patient.
I do not intend to hurt him.
But, it’s heading to hurting.
He texts me frequently and makes sure he knows what’s up with me.
I do not usually send replies…
I do not want to talk to him.
He seeks friendship.
I’m trying hard to be a friend to him, but it just doesn’t work!
I do not know how to fake friendship.
If I don’t feel like dealing with a certain person, I really will NOT deal with that person.
With him, though, I gave it a shot.
But it just doesn’t work.
How will I let him know that I do not want him?
He and I do not match.
We are not of the same wavelength.
I do not want to hurt his feelings.
Unfortunately for him, my rude side often shows.
I tend to snob him and utter harsh words just to drive him away.
I can’t say it to his face, so I let him feel.
Perhaps he will figure it out for himself…
I act like a diva to him…
I just know that’s the way to turn him off.
I hope he gets what I mean…
Because I don’t want to hurt him.
From My Crazy High School Verses